Self-sabotage is self-protection. It’s a lot easier to work with the habits keeping you stuck when you realize they’re only trying to keep you safe.
Recognizing that the source of my exhaustion was the need to control, plan, and know what the outcome of a particular situation; when in reality there is and will never be a for sure outcome that I can control.
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.